The fet--- - my story

[kissasmoker]

I thought I'd share how my smoking fet--- started (warning: some of it is somewhat se---lly explicit)

I was a non-smoker in college and started dating a woman who was an on-again/off-again smoker. She was my first real girlfriend and I fell in love with her. Being young & inexperienced with women, I was somewhat selfish and "decided" that, for her own good, she must quit smoking. (this was really more of a control thing, than me not liking the smoking). Well there were fights about it all the time, I kept nosing around, going thru her car, her receipts, etc - seeking clues whether she was buying cigarettes - It got to be a real mess.

I finally decided to myself that this couldnt continue or I'd lose her - so I knew that I was going to have to lay off and accept her smoking- so here was what I did:

Back then, I was very s----l and wanted S-- all the time: with her or by myself. So, I basically took it upon myself to puposefully think of her smoking as I was climaxing whenever I "pleasured myself". This went on for quite sometime and it got to the point that I wanted to jump her bones, everytime I saw her smoke or if she smelled of cigarettes. I never had the guts to tell her that I had the fetish, but she must have knew something was up and she eventually avoided smoking and we eventually broke up.

Now, 15 years later I am married to a non-smoker (who is a very big anti), who I love very much. But I have this complete, relentless fet--- for any woman who smokes and hope that one day again, I will be able to taste the kiss of a smoker again.

Kissing a non-smoker is like licking a rotten potato.