Geddy, 51

Non-smoker who finds women that DO smoke sexy. I don't even know why I'm doing this. I'm a professional man who will be divorced soon. My daughter is my life. Her and I are building a new life together. Life has been an interesting ride for us, especially in the last year, but we're sticking together. Anyhow, I hold a second job as a music director in a local church. I play piano, guitar, and sing. Huge piano inspirations have been Billy Joel and Elton John, of course. As for guitar, inspirations range from the music of Rush to BB King and most any blues recording artist.

I'm sick of lies, and games, and cheating, and alcoholics. I enjoy a drink, don't get me wrong, but...I'm just done with people who NEED that in their life.

So, it's kind of my own secret that despite being a non-smoker, in this day and age, I'm attracted to women that smoke for some unknown and embarrassing reasons that I'd fumble to explain if anyone ever asked. I'm exceedingly easy to make blush over this. I've had a friend or two tell me that it's something "interesting" about my personality. I guess. I dunno. Maybe it makes me interesting.

Anyway, I love to be affectionate. I love focusing all of myself on one person. I don't even know why I'm on this site....I love my daughter so much...it's just me and her. I just can't honestly believe that all women out there don't want an affectionate man.

I'm sick of being taken for granted. Even my baby girl 9 year old tells me that, "Daddy..there's gotta be someone who will be nice to you." Sometimes I wonder, who is taking care of who around here. She's my rock.

So I guess I have this stupid flaw of being attracted to women that smoke. Sue me. I'm a good person, with good values, and a great daughter. I was raised with strong family values and I was raised to treat a woman well.

Guess I don't know what happened.

Wow. One heck of an ad. I like to fish sometimes in the summer too. No wonder I never catch anything.

Thanks for caring. Today was a bad