i don't think that i could be together with a non-smoker because i don't want to quit smoking.
i would never say that cigarettes control my whole life but i love and need to smoke my gauloises blue about 40 to 50 times a day - a bit more when i go out

and for sure: i don't need to meet men here for good S-- - i can have that when i go out in real life!!!
oh, and i do smoke an e-cig on long train-rides - it's not the real thing (really not) but still better than nothing. but afterwards there is nothing than a good old cigarette.