Aj79, 46

Hello, my name AJ. My biggest guilty pleasure is smoking cigarettes. I'm tired of people always telling me I should quit. I don't care about the cost or health effects -- I'm absolutely addicted and won't stop for anyone. I tried to cut back once and it was a total failure and now indulge my (near constant) cravings whenever I can. It's hard to describe, but I'm not just addicted to the nicotine, I'm also addicted to the addiction -- or more specifically -- I love needing to smoke and the immense satisfaction I get from constantly feeding my addiction. If I had to pick my favorite thing about smoking, it would definitely be how good the smoke feels in my lungs. I love to inhale deeply, filling up my lungs and hold the yummy smoke in for as long as possible, because that's the only time my cravings are really satisfied. I can't get enough of the feeling I get when I'm satisfying my cravings and that's probably why I can't quit. lol Which is why I'm here: to find like minded people, who may become friends, that understand, support and accept my massive love of smoking and my constant need for nicotine. For now, I'd just like some pen pals and see what happens. Currently, I've been smoking a bit over 3 packs of Marlboro Red 100s per day. Hope to chat soon!