Kris9925, 26

I’ve always had a love-hate relationship with smoking. On the one hand it tempted me for years, so once in a while I bought myself a pack of cigarettes and tried smoking some of them. I kinda loved it but also worried about my health so quickly got rid of the pack every time. I never felt addicted and don’t mind not smoking at all. Sometimes I do at parties, but in ‘real life’ I never actually smoke. On the other hand, I find that smoking comes across mysterious and enchanting. Female smokers would always catch my eye and over time, the wish of maybe having a smoking girlfriend sometime grew stronger.