Wifeymaterials, 23

hey y'all! i am a christian conservative woman who really loves smoking. i am at church every day (it is where i work). i am looking for a god fearing, tall (not hard, since i'm tiny! haha), handsome, mature, hardworking, conservative man who also smokes or doesn't mind that i do. i'm very attracted to older men. i need a man, not a boy as a husband! haha i love wearing dresses and heels and doing other girly things, like getting my nails done. i teach at a christian school and run our before and after school program at church. i also really love photography and do wedding photography on the side!

i started smoking young with my sister, as we always knew women who smoke are very beautiful! we started smoking virginia slim 120's (our momma's brand) quickly were hooked, which the cravings have only become stronger over the years. my father is a pastor, so their was likely a rebellious component as well. i briefly smoked marlboro gold 100's, but have since switched back to my virginia slim 120's full time. i missed their flavor and, not to sound vain, but their is just a look that a 120 has that i really love. needless to say, i now need my cigarettes and i'm okay with that.

i was previously engaged and my former partner adamantly desired me to quit smoking. we split apart for other reasons. i tried several times to quit, all obviously unsuccessful. it is too hard to quit and i really don't want to. i just ended up hiding my smoking, which i absolutely hated. i would much rather prefer my future husband understand i'm a smoker and that i can't quit.
if i am being honest (which i must), i really love smoking. like i said, i didn't like sneaking about with my smoking. i am much more comfortable while smoking a cigarette than i am without one. i would love to talk with a godly, mature, conservative man, who also smokes, and appreciates the fact that his potential wife deeply loves her cigarettes and is never going to be able to stop.