hi i am a light closet smoker, really my fiance is the only one who knows that I smoke. She completeley disaproves, and tells me I have to quit. I have also told her about my smoking fetish, all though I did not use the term "fetish", but she knows that I get turned on by it. I have asked her many times if she would smoke for me, but to my dismay she won't, and says she never will. Give me some feed back?